He's ma everthng ..

lOve is mEant to be deaR .........

"In real love you want the other person's good. In romantic love you want the other person."

. "Love is like a friendship caught on fire: In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable."

"LOVE <3 FRIENDSHIP"

" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her... "

"LOVE QUOTES"

"To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed."

N

Love is but the discovery of ourselves in others, and the delight in the recognition."

"LOVE IS MEANT TO BE"

"It's so easy, To think about Love, To Talk about Love, To wish for Love, But it's not always easy, To recognize Love, Even when we hold it.... In our hands."

"MA SAYANGNESSSS"

"TIS peRsoN that i really luv n more than EVERTHIng '

tiS 

"guy who always criticize me all the disadvantages, and what is it taught me the meaning of happiness, the future, and true love ..huhuhu, luck also to him .. hehe"

                                                          tIS IS ME .. azmIn lovers .. hehehe
         "hey , law aQ maC tetap nan dya , aQ janji xkn pena lakukan prkra bdoh y bolee mnghncrkn msaa dpan aQ , huh .. y sal "sake*" xyah ark krnk kesaa da , law aQ still bolee thn , okey da tu , law x , xark an .. besh apa xda aQ ... xda gak da org bnci aQ .. hehe , joke .. n pliz 4give me FARRAH AIN BT MADZLAN , yaa , mang salaa aQ da an , aQ ngalah .. aQ xnak gdoh2 nan kaw , aQ xnak khlgn kwn mcm kaw , hurmm , mngkn nyk laa kslhn aQ y wat kaw ssh nak trima sgat kn .. p tapa laa , aQ tau kaw ssh nak maafkn , p tapa ... i know tat .. p aQ mntak maaf sanadddd .... :'(  hurmmmmm ....






                                                  "aZmien alWAYS in ma mind"

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."

"bErcyntha sak aQ tau , waa , taun dpan pmr ... wey , bgos2 laa aQ , " hurmmm , arap xda y akn brbh pas cuty smstr nyk nanty , aQ arap sanad .. prshbtn antra aQ n y laen da makin jao sanad , hurmm , mnysal un xda gnaa da ... pa2 jak .. pas nyk aQ xkn msok2 or spend msaa y lbih dgn bf kwn sndrik , bdoh juak aQ nyk ... hayya.. mang bdoh "p da trlmbt .. key3x.. aQ tyma jak laa "

                                                                                     "FRIENDSHIP"

"DUlu kawan tiga org , p skrg sorang da brbh , ntah laa mauk ckp apa agy , aQ tadpt nk halang da ... p aQ rndu mcm dulu ... n sekarang , prshbtn da musnah kh ? aQ y musnhkn sndri rite ? HURMM , tatau mcm mnaa agy nak ckp ... p lam aty nyk mac nk prshbtn y mcam dulu bkn y sekarang .. really need tat .. OMG ... hurmmmm , arghh .. help me....

.. MA VIP ..

'ShaN .. shaN'

'Aen'

'edna'

'arIeyna'

   

'mA SELF'

thE end .....

"We learn about life-the same clustered together, ate together, grieve together and learn together, I hope this friendship will be forever"

cant say anything (!)

fwenship life ..

2 months da :'(

tyMee nyk laa jady gnyk 
, "jan ark tgglkn cyg waa , pliz jgn laa pndh , cyg xsnggp" , n tymEE nyk laa , aQ n bff sndrik , huh , yaark , aQ sala laa wey , aQ pntgkn dIri snDiri , p tapa laa , aQ tymaa jak pa kaw mauk ckp , sokey , n aQ nk say thanxx so much , law bkn shebab kaw n man tady , aQ tadpt tau smuaa tu , hurmm ,  p can Do you understand about me, you and he still lives one county, I do not, how do I remove my sense of this? how? later, if you find him? me how? azmin moved, I was alone, alone, .. no azmin. I hate. arghhh, I'm selfish, right? Okay, it's up to the you lah, want to say anything, ..dear, pliz dnt leave me, I love you more than anything but do not make this, I can not accept, .. no (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

nanis da nyk (!)

kEcik aty aQ wey , abgku sndrik .. maki aQ , sadis wee , aQ nyk d anggp pa juak , mc kh juak aQ d anggp adQ nya nyk ,aQ ndamau break nan dy bkn nya shebab apa bha , nyk sb y trlmpau pntg da , aQ xpenaa lupaa un sal pljrn ku , xpenaa , bau jak aQ gunaa pic profile aQ n dya , twoz abg aQ sndrik post g wall facebook ku *xial nyk , kuang ajar , babi kaw * ...tewoz terang aQ nanis , meraung2 lam aty , aQ xkuarkn , aQ maluu , abg aQ sndrik maki2 aQ , aQ bkn nya nk lwan ckp dy , aQ slalu fkir y dy lrng2 aQ wat gtu dmi kbaikn , p da aQ sayang nan dy , smpi kena ugut law xptus abg jmpaa tu urg bau pkul , cian wey , da ark dy tu krus2 , jgan laa , jangan .. aQ xleh bagy plihn , xbolee (!) aQ lbih fkir diri n msaa dpn aQ skrg , aQ bljr bha , aQ xsnggp wat gtu waa , xsnggp , aQ sayang dya , tolong laa jangan , jangan (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) pukul laa jak aQ waa law gtu , kc maty laa jak aQ satu kaly , p jgn snth dy , tu juak kn y kmoo smua mau , bia aQ maty jak satu kaly , bau puas .. kc maty laa , bunuh jakk aQ bha (!) mang tu y terbaekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk (!) huh :'( ........................ jaat wey , aQ ndapena mntak lbih , xpena lbih .. cuma nyk jak , huh ............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya allAh nyk kh dugaan (!)

24 september , 

Nanty law xsmpt ucap , bia ark bca kat cni jak key , 4 you dear , *SELAGI ADA CYG KAT DNIA NYK , jgn brni nk nkal2 au , pas da xda bau laa bolee* hidup aQ kosong tnpa dya , btol aQ prlukn brapa lama masa agy pas nyk , aQ da xkuat , xkuat da ,... adya mesty sdih tuk aQ skrg an , aQ da ckp ... aQ tanak dy tau p hurmmmm , skrg da sdih , aQ tanak smua tu , BE STRONG DEAR , samaa gak nan aen , man n smua y rpt nan aQ , pliz jgn sdih tuk aQ , aQ xsnggp wey , aQ xsnggp  , nmpk krnk mcm tu , tolong , ijam , thanxx 4 evrthng , ijam bnyk tlg mie , bnyk sanad , ... xtrblas smua tu ... aen , aQ da xmampu nk tmnkn kaw pegy jln2 agy , xmampu da sayunk , p thanxx to god , shebab dpt kwn mcm kaw y memahami , wlu un smetymes prngi kaw mcm samseng , i dnt care laa , cz satu kpla gak ... huh , p swry , aQ kuat dmi krnk smuaa , dmi smua .. trutamanya AZMIN , yunkk , pliz jgn sdih sanad sal cyg , yaa , tapa .. p mang cyg xbleee pisah nan aynk lama2 , mcm suami da cyg wat aynk , p aynk xkesaa kn ? lamaa tu , tkot xsmpt jmpaa da , nk dgr suara un  xdpt da , cyg tathn yunk , tathn da ... xsukaa psah mcm nyk , urmm , maaf , pliz jgn sdih yaa smuaaa ,

huh (!) asal ark aQ tadpt g topup ,

ARghhhhhh , 

really wanna hear ur voice , wanna talk with you , wanna hear ur cute voice yunk , p swry sanad tadpt , xda kydt , asok man da nk blik , amacm nk kol aynk agy , sbln lbih tu , lamaa sanad , tu un law kyta dpt jmpaa agy , law x amacm (?)  btoi2 kcewa sanad , nk mraung , nk nanis , nk slalu ada d smping dy tyme2 nyk .. really , tyme2 gnyk aQ prlukn dy , prlukn sanad , I NEED YOU YUNK ,  TYME NYK ARK SMUA NYK JADY , TOLONG .....aQ xsnggp wey , aQ arap xda y akn brlku nanty , bia ark , kwn smuaa tadpt tlg da , aQ xsalaakn un , salaa aQ sndrik , huh :'( ,  sakettttt skrg , saket sanad , huh , sapaa nk tlg , xda sapa un , SOWRY SANAD , xdpt kol .. p ayunk kena tau y ur alwayz in ma heart , n owez luv u .. still waiting u , smpi bylaa2x , smpi nafas trakhir sklipn , wlupn ajal mmsahkn .. i know im still young 4 tis situation , p krnk msty fhm , rmja mcm nyk da bnyk kat lwar tu , but im cius okey , nan dya .. xan lpakn sal stdy tu , krnk nk ckp papew un ckp ark , aQ xkesaa da , arghhhhhhhhh , AZMIN I LOVE U N NEED YOU SO MUCH NOW (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) :'(

good bye form 2 :'(

Huh .. xsedaR masaa brlalu , kesaa kamy smuaa da d pnghjung nya , huh , tyme nyk ark bau rasaa ksedihnnya , tyme awal2 dlu smuaa xkesaa p skrg smpi nanis2 d bwtnya , tyme nyk jugaa laa prangi aQ brbh mnjdy bruk , sanad buruk , aQ nak ubah mcm mnaa , aQ xmnta jady gnykk p da trlnjr tuk smuaa nya , aQ arap sanad crita n kesaa2 y tlh brlku mnjdikn knagn n mngkn jugaa jday pngjarn tuk smuaa , mngkn bkn skrg .. p mnngkn msa dpn , cpt sanad msaa brlalu , huh ,next year form3da , amik pmr , then form4 , form5 amik spm , n kat situ laa hbisnya zman prskolhn kat skolaa mnegah , p mngkn bagy umur2 baya aQ nyk mc awal , p masa cpt brlalu kwn2 Q smuaa , ta xsdar smkin lmaa kyta smkin dewasa , slama tu jugaa ta mngjar sgla pa y kyta impikn , msaa dpn y cerah n sbginya .. tau nyk , sgla phit n manis da aQ harungi nan bff2 aQ , aen , rina ..p mau nanis wey , tyme2 nk abest skolaa nyk ark , rina wat aQ n aen sdih .. kwn kh nmaanya tu snggp dy wat kitorng mcm nyk , aQ n aen da bnyk brkrbn dmi dy .. n aQ xsalaa kn gak kaw pnybab bgy result aQ down , p satu sbjek aQ gagal agy . sdih tau , aQ malaz da nk fkir sal smuaaa tu , saket aty bha ,.. sket .. kecik aty un ada .. daa3xx .. aQ tanak amik tauda sal tu , bia ark cuty nyk , tnangkn fkirn n wat revision tuk prcyapn pmr taun dpn , chaiYokk3x... i can do it (^_^)

rayaa wey , aQ nak sembelih urg nyk (!) haha ,

" NO MAN , NO CRY""'...... no jaln2 , xda duit rayaa* kwunkk3x ...
naa , amik kaw , ku smbelih bau tau , ahahahhkzzz .... mat ary rayaa wey , aQ nak mnta maaf nan sapa2 sak y aQ pena kc saket aty nya tuh , mngkn kng kdg prngi ku mnjgkelkn krnk p tu juz nk wat krnk appy ,  "haPpY go lucky" bha ,...agy un aQ wat gtu juz nk appy2 kn diri sndri , xda urg mau kc appy , kc appy diri sndri laa kn , beshh  doe (!) asok kc kembunk pewot wey , makan ta RENDANG , KETUPAT , NASI EMPIT , naa smuaa laa bha , kc abest smuaa , hohoho , aQ jgn tnya laa , law kaw kc aQ satu drom un abest tu ... hehehehe , pa2 un , arap2 rayaa aidiladha taun nyk dpt mnggmbrakn smuaa umat islm , n akn mnjady rayaa .. y akn d ingti spnjg zman .. hohoho (!) asokk , tggu mum luk dtg bau ku pki baju rayaa , hahahaha (!) lamaanya tuh bha , pnt ku tggu , trpksa pki t-shirt sak dlu , huhu ... kin mloo (!) k ark cau luk , lapar aQ n plus nk tydo (!) mat ary rayaa adiladha all .. muahhhhhxxxxxxxxxxx (^_^)

ya allah !

"ya ALLAH , kaw ampunkan laa dosa hambamu ini " ..
besar sanad da dosa y aQ wat , mngkn xbrpa ktra p snad mnyktkn bg smuaa urg , trutmanya famly , kawan2 n smuaa ! arghhhhhhhh dosa , dosaa , dosaa, smpi bila aQ mau mcm gnykkk .. tolong aQ , aQ sesat d jaln syaitn , tlong , aQ lalai , aQ leka , aQ xsedar y aQ nyk hnya hamba y kerdil .... arghhhhhh ! huh atuk aQ ? msa ada kh syrga tuk aQ ? taubat ? mc ada kh smuaa tu , ! smpi billaa aQ nk jady gnykkk ... tlg laa ,huh .. nanis2 sndri ,huh , smpi bilaa aQ nk jady gnykk ? urrrrrrr

stop on9 mlam nyk !

excel wey .. AEN blajr .. arina .. kaw un p bljr ... aQ un mau blajr gak ! ada urg mncbr kyta a tu , so pa agy .. jom samaa2x study .. ary isnin nyk paper AI N BI ... huh , bnyk bab y kuar oww .. maty laa ... what are u waiting 4 .. jom stdy rmai2x ... result un un bia gmpak ckit .. hahaha ... arina jan pegang fon sak kaw tau ! hehe , kamy tau pa y kaw wat tu , naa .. bek kaw bljr ... aen .. tau juak tu mau blajr ! stop sua ku on9 mlm nyk .. tkot ku gagal nanty ! adushhhh .. JOM stduy !

nantok da nyk tapy macy terfikir sal dya (!)

Balik-balik aQ terfikir pa laa dya ngah wat sknk ? da mkn kew ? sehad ? ukey kew kat sanaa ? mmm , YA ALLAH .. buntu aQ nan smua nyk , npaa leh gnyk nyk ! dy da naChat kn aQ tyme EXCEL nyk jan fkir sal dya dulu , dya su aQ bljr rjin2x , dy nak aQ brjya ... ary tuu kitorang adew dates ark , dy ada tgur aQ , dy ckp *perjalanan kyta mac jao agy cyg , mc bnyk agy y prlu kyta tempuh , jgn ark wat mcm nyk law kyta gdoh , dy ckp agy .. cyg , kyta bljr luk samaa2 , pastu msok UNIVERSITI samaa2x .. kejaa samaa2x , then , insyaallah law ada jdoh kyta akn twoz brsamaa ! ya allah , blom pena sorang llki un y penaa nacHAt kn aQ smpi mcm nyk , p aQ bersyukur ada someone y leh wat aQ brubh ! law stdy smgt btol da aQ nk study ... coz aQ nk berjya .. n aQ un nk dya berjaya .. bia ark berjaya samaa2x .. kan baek law gtu ? sal pemakaian law g klaz tmbhn un dy penaa tgur , *dya ckp , cyg law leh... jgn ark pki bju mcm nyk g kelaz , lngn pndek pastu ketat agy .. pdahl aQ nmpk okey jew un , bkn nya ketat bju nyk ... n dy ckp agy npew cyg g skolaa nk tyang2 nan org kew hah ? adoy , twoz aQ terdiam abest pas dgr tu ... huh .. mau nanis un ada .. p pas aQ fkir2 blik BTOL GAK PA Y DYA ckp ! yeahh , pas tuu aQ un snyum ark nan aynkQ .. hehe , twoz aQ ckp .. eyaa .. cyg janji tanak pki2 gnyk law g skolaa ! key2x?  .. dya un snym laa ! huhu .. sng aty aQ da .. ada someone y tol2 care tntg aQ .. wohoooo .. bhagianya aQ .. p dy blik g kmpgnya da.. lum cuty g da blik .. p tapa dmi family bha ... skrg wndu aQ mnkin memuncak , huh .. sedihnya aQ ...  ayunk i misz u ! sapa nk tlg aQ mcg dya ? :"( .. tlg smpikn y aQ wndu n nk mnta maaf , aQ bkn nya xda kdt p enfon y msaalh ... mmm

i misz u (!)

arghhhhh ,  
i misz u so much KUcing HANDAL (!)  mm, really2 misz u ... tlg laa , enfon lowbatt , xleh cas da... ayunk aQ maraa nan aQ .. *dya ckp , mntg2 ark dy x penaa dgr ckp aQ , twoz ark aQ tanak dgr ckp dya  , naChat dya smuaa mcm xda gna jew BAGY Aq , PADAHAL SMUAA TUK KBAIKN AQ , DYA TANAK AQ SAKET .. DYA SU AQ MAKAN , AQ TANAK * cian dya , p aQ da reply ** nk ckp mnta maaf , nk mkn laa nyk , jgn laa maraa pliz .. p dy xreply pastu enfon un maty laa ! :"( geram aQ nan fon nyk   ..ishhh .. sengal ! amacam nk berhbubg nan dya ? really2 sad now , ayunk .. cyg windu :'(  (!)  sanad2x ... aQ nyk npw ark bdoh sanad , slalu sngka y buruk sal dya , jaat sanad aQ nyk nan dya ! pdahal ! dya tul2 syg aQ , aQ slalu cmbru , slalu fkir2 y negatif sal dya ... hah , slalu wat dya sdih ! jhtnya aQ , ;"( mm .. maafkn cyg :(

dya tgglkn aQ:'(

ya allah .. sebaknya aty nyk , dya da pegy .. nanis2x da, p dmi family aQ sanggup lepaskn , aQ tamau lpaskn sb aQ sayg sanad nan dya , aQ takot dya brubh aty nanty pas da g sanaa , tul2x aQ sedih skrg , 2bln tu , cuty nyk aQ un xda d cni , nfon un bgs law dpt on .... aQ arap xda y brbh nanty , aQ arap smuaa akn jady mcm dlu ... ngat satu jak , kaw tetap lam aty aQ , sayunk sanad da aQ nan kaw smpi nk lpaskn kaw pegy un aQ nanis2 da ... smuaa da aQ lakukn tuk kaw , kaw amik brt sal aQ ,kaw jgaa aQ , kaw slalu tgur pa y slh nan aQ , n slalu nacHtkn aQ , su bljr n bnyk agy .. prtma kaly ada org y tul2 amik brt sal aQ , aQ brsyukur ada org y tul2 amik pdli n sayunk kn aQ .. aQ xdpt hlang kaw pegy ...p aQ bersyukur gak , cz skrg dya da slmt smpi kat sanaa , asal da smpi msty mcg, fon nyk y siot , lowbat .. slalu mcm tu , ya allah tlg laa !jan laa wat aQ mcm nyk , aQ nk tau keadaan dya mcm mnaa .. aQ nak tau jgaa ... jan wat aQ gnyk bolee x ... arghhh .. :'(